books!
hi everyone!
i’ve been working on a book that i’ve made independently with this program through a website. it’s complicated and i don’t feel like explaining, BUT! i have put a lot of the poems that have been on here (and maybe some that haven’t) together in a book. it’s not going to be sold in stores or anything obviously, since i’m a nobody at this point.
i’m not really considering this “my first book” because it’s self-made, not sold in stores, etc., but i just thought it would be a good way to get my name/writing out there. tumblr has started it, but a book will take it even further.
that being said, i will be selling them in the next month probably. i’ve made them the cheapest that i could, so they could be 5-15 dollars, including shipping. the book itself should only be about 5 or 6 though.
anyhow! if you’d like one, you can let me know here, and when i have more information, i’ll make sure to post it!
thanks to everyone who likes and reblogs and supports, it means a lot.
<3 sam
the third poem i wrote for you, two years ago.
i wish i could remember what goes through
my mind when we kiss.
but my mind goes blank,
and all i can think is that our lips fit perfectly,
and i love you,
i love you,
i love you.
you just suck these days.
when i said our lips fit perfectly,
i meant it.
when i said our lips were petals,
i meant it.
when i say our lips were pieces of
a puzzle that we needed to fit together,
i mean it.
but that’s in the past.
nostalgia at it's best? maybe it's worst.
there is nothing better in this world than being in love. honestly. sharing that space with someone you care so much about. unwinding your day with them. coming home, knowing they’re there, ready to kiss and hug away your stresses from the day. your fears, your pains, anything that’s caused you harm that day.
to crawl into bed with someone… feel their energy next to you. having the same energy, being one person, together. it’s such a special feeling. and when you wake up and see their adorable face content and asleep, you don’t even know what to do with yourself, because the feeling you have when you look at them is overwhelming.
to be able to have someone accept you for whoever you are, and be prepared to just cradle you in their arms, vice versa… it’s so special. no wonder we’re all obessed with love. as human beings, it’s what we need… what we crave. to feel the spiritual, physical, emotional connection with someone else. i believe we all have a twin soul out there somewhere. i hope everyone can find their soul twin. we all deserve that person who can love us unconditionally, through the best and the worst.
i feel like i’m rambling, but i feel like i’m right.
and i realize… it’s all of the feelings i listed above, that make me miss being in love.
october 30, 2009
tingling lips
frustrated hips
what’s the concoction
to heal this mess?